Sweet to Bitter

June 30th, 2009

All the sweetest can possibly change to bitter.

As what I have mentioned in my facebook personal message: Live it, feel it, taste it, and fuck it.

When does something end? Of course, when it gets bitter, bad, rotten. But, why?

Are you stupid? Will you let it go when it’s sweet, tasty, fun, exciting, passionate? duh…

When you feel bitter, rotten, bad, yurk, shitty…..

Just give up, and turn to another new, sweet, happy, lovely, exhilarating one.

Until the end of the day.

remember, live it, feel it, taste it, and fuck it. Say byebye!

:)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

June 21st, 2009

Life has suddenly become so awful for me.

Yes, I know, I have a lot of things to do. But, it is totally not my problem. I can handle.  No matter how busy I am.

But, i cannot focus.

Too much going in my mind.

Weather is too hot.

My blog is ugly. All posts are gone. Bugging my brother like a child.

Working likes a cow. No direction.

Buying a car likes a coward. Cannot make decision.

Too much in my mind.

Out of control of myself.

Cannot control my behavior.

Too little understanding of myself.

Cannot speak of my mind.

Weather is still very hot!

I am sunburnt.

Walking too much.

Bike is not fixed yet after the long walking.

Time is too short for me to get things done.

I just want to say F word.

I…

I…..

I……..

I….

am too far away from myself…

after a long time again.

It’s Like the End of the World

June 18th, 2009

I know! Life without reading my blog, it’s exactly like the end of the world. I know, I know.

Don’t worry, people. It’s under a construction for a good cause.

I am still waiting for my “God” to help me fix this.

So, don’t give up. I am still here, and forever here.