A World that Doesn’t Teach You Better

You are working like a cow, but your boss cannot give you what you ask for: full working hours, higher paid.

You are studying like no day no night, but you cannot find a job after you graduate.

You are helping people like Mother Teresa, but you are just actually a convenient tool for them.

You are spending money on others as if you are a millionaire, but people think that you are just rich, and you do not need anything else.

You love the person as if you have never fallen in love before, but the person just treats you like one of those girls.

You smile, you tell joke, you laugh, you seem nothing can trouble you all the time….people label you as a cheerful person, but who actually knows your worries, sadness, and despair?

You work so hard, what have you actually gotten?

You talk so much, what have you actually been benefited?

You are determined to contribute to your country in your future, but the government is actually bombing your church.

You deposit your money in a bank, so the bank can use your money for investment. But, he charges you $4 for not having $300 minimum deposit, just for two days.

You do not have enough money for tuition fees. So, you have to pay Installment. But, you have to pay $15 for that.

You are the person who has the most knowledge and the most hardworking person among the colleagues, but you not only get the same hours as those, but also get lower pay than them. FUNNY.

You work so hard, but people look at you as if you are nothing. So you have to work “smart,” that means you can do anything as long as it’s smart enough to get what you want.

You miss you friends, but you are far away from them.

You miss your family, but you cannot be with them. And you have to spend at least USD$1k whenever you want to see them.

You just want a life, that you can hang out with the people you want, talk the topic that you enjoy, care for those worth to be cared for, but you know, rat shit is always there, to ruin everything. So, you ended up, doing nothing.

You work hard, and save the money. Then spend on your children, go studying overseas, and might not come back forever.

You want to help people, but ……how? Who is helping you? Can you support yourself financially? What on earth have you achieved before you can help? What do you use to help?

People leave, people forget, people don’t care. Why are you still trying so hard?

You met. You had good time. You fell in love. You broke up. You hate. You were upset. Do you dare to love again?

Save a lot of money, but pay a lot of taxes, fees, bills, this and that. You got nothing.

You can’t wait to help people as a Music Therapist. But, because of REQUIREMENT, you have to spend another $20,000 and another 3 years before you can help.

Rich people become richer, poor people become poorer.

The weak one is abandoned; only the strong stays.

So how do you define weak and strong?

You are excited to go back home for CNY, but you can only stay for 10 days. Then you have to be alone here again for another 355 days.

Do I get to choose? Is that just because I am able to do everything, so I have to do?

Is that because you are “weak,” so I have to “help” as in help?

Admit it, that’s the reality. You can never avoid these.

This is a world that is not reliable. Humans are not trustable. Humans’ Rules are made by humans, only authority can enjoy it.

World, I am not your fool anymore.

I am here to claim that I am His daughter. I live for Him. I live by His rules.

He is the only person I can depend on.

Now, I am telling you, I do all these not for you, but just for His sake.

He sacrificed himself for people who condemned him, for a better cause.

He taught me to love the people I hate. He told me that jealousy is a sin.

The World does not teach you better.

but, because of God, we are saved.

Amen.