One of Those Down Moments

It has been a while, and so much going on here and there.

I guess, that’s how life should be.

challenge comes, face it, solve it, reflect on it; and, another challenge comes, face again, solve again…..so on and so on..

before 2/11 – Classes, work, organizations, get ready to go home, do some extra earnings….

2/11 – 2/21 – back home to Malaysia for CNY, great fun, great people, great moments

2/22 – Got stuck in Singapore, flight delayed for a day.

2/22 (CT) – got back home.

2/22-25 – jet lag, catching up with classes, not enough sleep, busy work, organizations, friends..

2/27 – car accident, found out insurance was expired

2/28 – got sick

3/1 – 3/3 – deal with insurance company, talk to mechanics, talk to legal service…..very disappointing..Sampath had to pick me up from home every mornings..

3/4 – 3/6 – still had to catch up with classes, decided to have a retreat. I carried a luggage to wherever I went: Slept over at school, at my friend’s apartment, tried to focus on practice, work, and school work.

3/6,7 – finally home. Hung out with Stephanie, had a great night.

3/8 onwards – still unknown…

There are moments when you feel that you are the happiest person, and everything is under your control;
there are also moments when you feel everybody is leaving you, and the world is out of your control.

I am an optimistic person; and, I have been trying to be positive. However, exhaustion sometimes happens without you realize it.

After all of these happen, I realize that I could never make through these without my parents.
When I feel lost, they directs me to the correct way.
When I feel friends are leaving me, they told me that I could recognize who are friends and who are not, through experience.
When I feel exhausted, they told me that I am the best, and I can definitely do it.
They provide me support financially as well as mentally.

I haven’t figured out what I can do if it’s not their support. Maybe, I will fall really hard.

Anyway, I still alive. Trying really hard.

Yes, one day….you will see..